Monday, June 26, 2006
Adventures from Rockville Pike
Today is the second software class and the instructor is breezing through 10-15 pages of exercises to meet a deadline! Yikes and this is only the first day. At the afternoon class I will try to save the software to a disk to practice because she's blowing right past me!
Wet and Wild Weekend
Yesterday evening while watching the Florida Marlins shut out the New York Yankees, my apartment flooded. The water rushed in knocking open the screen and unlocked door. The sudden rush of water, mud and debris scared me so much that I ran up a flight a stairs and called for my landlady who unplugged the clogged drain and swept out all of the water. Earlier today she said that she would rent a wetvac from a tool store to dry my carpet. Mother Nature's force was so unsuspecting that it took me by surprise! At least no of my items were affected which was okay.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Across the Board Respect
This morning in the shower something clicked within my brain: with two more weeks and one more paycheck before July 5th that I could establish a payment plan and enroll in a community college. Unbeknownst to me some of my best ideas come while in the shower because there is no stress and I start off fresh without any problems. Little did I know what would unfold at the departmental cross-cultural seminar.
This morning’s cross-cultural instructor astounded, encouraged and provoked my thinking to enhance and excel in an increasingly global workforce and society without prejudging and discriminating against any other. Her life was prolific: A black female baby boomer serving as active military; traveling to far distant places such as Japan, England, etc.; managing a family; earning an MBA and continues teaching others at Montgomery College, the local community college. It literally blew me away! She possessed a dynamic personality which was immediately felt as she greeted everyone with a handshake and introduced herself. The seminar was thoughtful by providing positive and realistic solutions regarding cross-cultural solutions as well as dissected and reexamining generational differences. As a 28-year-old she was the first person to say that my generation, which she labeled the Boomerangers, because though we received a college education would return home to reside with our parents, comprised of the best thinkers and were the most educated and technologically savvy people in the office. We didn’t need computer lessons, learned extremely quickly and demanded respect and results. Respect is the main word she stamped into our minds over and over again because truly that what understanding different cultures is all about in the first place. Throughout the seminar all of my accomplishments came back to me: attaining both a BA and an MBA; graduating from high school with Honor Spanish V and Honors English IV; traveling to London as the only Northerner on a southern university program (that was intra-cultural and inter-cultural shock at times); relocating from Cleveland to Washington, DC and making decent middle-class money; and, am in the process of continuing my MA in Economics degree because discipline and follow-through are very important to me.
Ms. Middleton also told the class about her presentation at the United Nations and how she met children throughout the world who knew four to five different languages (Well, at least I knew two and will be learning another two through either a cultural learning center or an agency). She also asked the Secretary if there were programs created here to which he didn’t provide a real answer. She admonished the US school system that except for the Chicago public school system for not teaching American children foreign languages. When she asked did she know of anyone whose children attended a public school system reminiscent to her example, only I rose my hand; and, secretly thought that I knew children twenty years ago studying Chinese. Heck, I took Spanish. Learning another language was nothing new but I noticed that foreign language instruction was reserved for honor students only.
This morning’s cross-cultural instructor astounded, encouraged and provoked my thinking to enhance and excel in an increasingly global workforce and society without prejudging and discriminating against any other. Her life was prolific: A black female baby boomer serving as active military; traveling to far distant places such as Japan, England, etc.; managing a family; earning an MBA and continues teaching others at Montgomery College, the local community college. It literally blew me away! She possessed a dynamic personality which was immediately felt as she greeted everyone with a handshake and introduced herself. The seminar was thoughtful by providing positive and realistic solutions regarding cross-cultural solutions as well as dissected and reexamining generational differences. As a 28-year-old she was the first person to say that my generation, which she labeled the Boomerangers, because though we received a college education would return home to reside with our parents, comprised of the best thinkers and were the most educated and technologically savvy people in the office. We didn’t need computer lessons, learned extremely quickly and demanded respect and results. Respect is the main word she stamped into our minds over and over again because truly that what understanding different cultures is all about in the first place. Throughout the seminar all of my accomplishments came back to me: attaining both a BA and an MBA; graduating from high school with Honor Spanish V and Honors English IV; traveling to London as the only Northerner on a southern university program (that was intra-cultural and inter-cultural shock at times); relocating from Cleveland to Washington, DC and making decent middle-class money; and, am in the process of continuing my MA in Economics degree because discipline and follow-through are very important to me.
Ms. Middleton also told the class about her presentation at the United Nations and how she met children throughout the world who knew four to five different languages (Well, at least I knew two and will be learning another two through either a cultural learning center or an agency). She also asked the Secretary if there were programs created here to which he didn’t provide a real answer. She admonished the US school system that except for the Chicago public school system for not teaching American children foreign languages. When she asked did she know of anyone whose children attended a public school system reminiscent to her example, only I rose my hand; and, secretly thought that I knew children twenty years ago studying Chinese. Heck, I took Spanish. Learning another language was nothing new but I noticed that foreign language instruction was reserved for honor students only.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Take Five
Right now with all of the time commitments: working a 8:30-6:00 compressed schedule to free up Mondays, the financial literacy meeting after work, and two morning department seminars, it is time to take a breather and rededicate myself towards mental renewal by reading the library books I withdrew last Saturday. It has been nearly four days and except for carrying Bliss to work during my commute (but never read), I haven’t really made a dent. However, it is high time to reclaim me-time, you know the lunchtime and morning and afternoon breaks legally allotted during the day to employees. For a moment, student loan consolidation, whether my Intermediate Algebra book will be mailed, updating my wardrobe and acing the GRE will take a back seat to reading a book in the lunchroom.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Rejuvenation and reconsideration
Rejuvenated from my three-day weekend, I am full of energy and vitality! Currently contemplating whether or not I should attend either Howard or American, I am rigorously researching both programs to evaluate which is the better fit with my career goals. Howard University has more math courses which is okay except graduating within one year is my goal. I have discarded trying to graduate by age thirty. My objective is to complete one chapter (masters) while opening another chapter (doctoral) school; however, I also acknowledge that my math skills are less than desirable so taking pre-calculus and calculus are priority.
Idea: Maybe instead of trying to compete and race around like a chicken with my head cut off, I should just pace myself by taking the math course first. These courses are extremely important to me. More so than trying to cram all of the other economics courses, besides I can audit econometrics and mathematical economics is offered both semesters so I will graduate. In addition, with the consortium, I can take the advanced statistics course in the spring ensuring that I will graduate on time.
In the meantime, I will just focus on exceling at my job and learning as much as humanly possible during my upcoming training session.
Idea: Maybe instead of trying to compete and race around like a chicken with my head cut off, I should just pace myself by taking the math course first. These courses are extremely important to me. More so than trying to cram all of the other economics courses, besides I can audit econometrics and mathematical economics is offered both semesters so I will graduate. In addition, with the consortium, I can take the advanced statistics course in the spring ensuring that I will graduate on time.
In the meantime, I will just focus on exceling at my job and learning as much as humanly possible during my upcoming training session.
Monday, June 12, 2006
Decisions, decisions
I am on day twenty-eight of the thirty day journal assignment given by the life coach at my MBA membership meeting. Since that meeting that a lot has happened to me from a bounced check resulting from my former employer mailing my last check instead of directly depositing it into my account; receiving a letter that my mother mailed me regarding my acceptance into another DC university’s graduate economics program; displaying determination by attending a users group meeting against the wishes of some; and, getting the hang of both my job and Washington, DC. These experiences made me grow into a much better person; the next thirty days will bring more decisions to made from which school to attend; whether I remain at my residence and return home for my birthday; taking the GRE; and establishing an emergency fund. This writing exercise has helped me put my feelings into clear, concise thoughts. My brain is no longer jumbled because all of my thoughts flow.
Monday, June 05, 2006
Weekday Planner
Great news! My emails are being returned at a rapid clip! Finally, other agencies are providing disaster relief information so that now I can compile data for my components. Also since my boss is extremely quiet today, this is a good omen that attending tomorrow’s meeting is still in the cards. Attending this meeting is big because first it is located off of the red line meaning no transfers! Second, I am out of the office for half of the day (No lugging that big carry-on around. Also I will purchase lunch outside today. . Third, learning about the agency software will be great for me since next week is my first course.
More good news: the not-profit financial management corporation has emailed its money management workshop flyer (which I quickly confirmed because home ownership is in my future!). Also while visiting the Internet, learned that my first credit report is free. During lunch, I will purchase one.
Health note: Breakfast is important (but so is sleep!). It is important to strike a balance between the two so starting Tuesday, I will eat breakfast. The meal doesn’t have to be grandiose just peanut butter and toast. Anything to get me started every morning. In addition, since the NBA finals will not start until Thursday, I will go to sleep around 10:30-11:00 every night to awake well-rested. Also I need to purchase more nourishment for lunch because a sandwich and a TV dinner do not seem to be working for my stomach. This week my grocery list will contain fruits, chicken, steak, shrimp, salad, barbecue sauce, Lawry’s seasonal salt and juice to wean me off of soda.
GRE: I will be back at it tonight. Analytical writing is this week’s focus and with everything going on here in DC, there is enough fodder to never run out. My goal is to still score 710 on the exam.
More good news: the not-profit financial management corporation has emailed its money management workshop flyer (which I quickly confirmed because home ownership is in my future!). Also while visiting the Internet, learned that my first credit report is free. During lunch, I will purchase one.
Health note: Breakfast is important (but so is sleep!). It is important to strike a balance between the two so starting Tuesday, I will eat breakfast. The meal doesn’t have to be grandiose just peanut butter and toast. Anything to get me started every morning. In addition, since the NBA finals will not start until Thursday, I will go to sleep around 10:30-11:00 every night to awake well-rested. Also I need to purchase more nourishment for lunch because a sandwich and a TV dinner do not seem to be working for my stomach. This week my grocery list will contain fruits, chicken, steak, shrimp, salad, barbecue sauce, Lawry’s seasonal salt and juice to wean me off of soda.
GRE: I will be back at it tonight. Analytical writing is this week’s focus and with everything going on here in DC, there is enough fodder to never run out. My goal is to still score 710 on the exam.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
F.E.A.R.
F.E.A.R.
For
Everything
A
Reason
I am in this city alone because I have willed myself to have a better job and more opportunity. I felt that I deserve better. Why scrap as a lowly county employee for $11 an hour when I have an MBA when I can earn twice as much doing something in my profession! Even though things are extremely slow right, I have taken the initiative to participate in outside activities that will boost my job knowledge because I really want to excel! I have the skills but more importantly the heart to know that this is my calling. I like adding numbers and reading in between the lines.
Case in point: I reside on the DC/Maryland border and almost everyday some migrant workers sit on the curb awaiting their ride. I never experienced this while in Cleveland! People pass by as if there is no problem (I’ve made it my goal to speak to them because I find it alienating to not acknowledge someone.) I often wonder about their lives because it was only three weeks ago that I was in another city; two weeks ago that my checking account bounced because my former employer mailed my last payroll check instead of directly deposited it into my account; and one week ago got lost trying to commute to work; However, I emerged from all of these potential downers stronger than ever and am intent upon leaving my mark in my profession, this city and the world.
Writing this blog accomplishes my mission by allowing me to document, evaluate and assess my feelings. Maintaining decency and decorum have always been the pillars of my page because there are enough voyeuristic, egomaniac people cluttering the blogosphere that my contribution must be positive. In addition, there have not been any real accounts about Generation Y professional living and I wish to participate in this discussion. Upon my arrival to Washington, DC, though there are a lot of young professionals under thirty, the majority work in support positions. Here at my employer, forty-two is the average age. At age 28, it can be downright depressing at times. Being under thirty cuts me off from some of the activities. I feel like I am 17 all over again! This age imbalance carries over into the professional organizations because although the young professionals are in my age group, most are not professionals but support workers. However, I use my age as motivation to accomplish everything and anything by age 30, 35 and 42.
Right now I am amassing my collection of thoughts, essays and poems into a book because I have been feeling one for quite some time. It will include some of my pictures, essays about my travels, blog entries and, of course, some new experiences courtesy of my relocation. Regardless, of what topics are covered this journey has taught me never to fear the unknown or the unexpected.
For
Everything
A
Reason
I am in this city alone because I have willed myself to have a better job and more opportunity. I felt that I deserve better. Why scrap as a lowly county employee for $11 an hour when I have an MBA when I can earn twice as much doing something in my profession! Even though things are extremely slow right, I have taken the initiative to participate in outside activities that will boost my job knowledge because I really want to excel! I have the skills but more importantly the heart to know that this is my calling. I like adding numbers and reading in between the lines.
Case in point: I reside on the DC/Maryland border and almost everyday some migrant workers sit on the curb awaiting their ride. I never experienced this while in Cleveland! People pass by as if there is no problem (I’ve made it my goal to speak to them because I find it alienating to not acknowledge someone.) I often wonder about their lives because it was only three weeks ago that I was in another city; two weeks ago that my checking account bounced because my former employer mailed my last payroll check instead of directly deposited it into my account; and one week ago got lost trying to commute to work; However, I emerged from all of these potential downers stronger than ever and am intent upon leaving my mark in my profession, this city and the world.
Writing this blog accomplishes my mission by allowing me to document, evaluate and assess my feelings. Maintaining decency and decorum have always been the pillars of my page because there are enough voyeuristic, egomaniac people cluttering the blogosphere that my contribution must be positive. In addition, there have not been any real accounts about Generation Y professional living and I wish to participate in this discussion. Upon my arrival to Washington, DC, though there are a lot of young professionals under thirty, the majority work in support positions. Here at my employer, forty-two is the average age. At age 28, it can be downright depressing at times. Being under thirty cuts me off from some of the activities. I feel like I am 17 all over again! This age imbalance carries over into the professional organizations because although the young professionals are in my age group, most are not professionals but support workers. However, I use my age as motivation to accomplish everything and anything by age 30, 35 and 42.
Right now I am amassing my collection of thoughts, essays and poems into a book because I have been feeling one for quite some time. It will include some of my pictures, essays about my travels, blog entries and, of course, some new experiences courtesy of my relocation. Regardless, of what topics are covered this journey has taught me never to fear the unknown or the unexpected.
The Next Phase
Hello everyone in the blogosphere! After a three-week hiatus, I must update everyone on my transition from Cleveland, Ohio to Washington, DC. I have landed firmly on my feet with a full-time job and am settling this summer for a basement apartment in NW Washington, DC; however, after three months I’m probably moving because my entrance is right next the rose bushes and I am always fighting gnats and giant flies. The area is extremely upscale but I refuse to inherit a bug problem to stay there!
Also I am studying to take the GRE but I haven’t really adjusted to relocation so I do not know if I want to receive my MA in Economics. I have headaches and at times have been lethargic as if all of my energy has been zapped. Hopefully, by the end of August I will receive a jolt because right now I feel spent (Watching the NBA conference finals and not receiving eight hours of sleep might be the culprit also.) Solving the test’s quantitative section made me realize that I needed to learn the basic geometry formulas to improve my math score by 8 points; thereby, ensuring that my goal of scoring 710 is achieved.
Good news! The DC Library has learn-a-test which allows me to study for the GRE exam. The database also has algebra and geometry practice tests which I will take full advantage of to boost my score!
There have been wonderful moments in Washington, DC. The Memorial Day Parade on Constitution Avenue was magnificent. After Monday’s festivities I vowed to attend the Fourth of July and Labor Day parades and to bring extra film to capture every moment! That experience made me want to explore the city more often and with no school this summer, the city is my oyster! This week I will go out and take in the city by attending some museums and art galleries. There is an abundance of things to do here. Why stay trapped in the basement!
Also I am studying to take the GRE but I haven’t really adjusted to relocation so I do not know if I want to receive my MA in Economics. I have headaches and at times have been lethargic as if all of my energy has been zapped. Hopefully, by the end of August I will receive a jolt because right now I feel spent (Watching the NBA conference finals and not receiving eight hours of sleep might be the culprit also.) Solving the test’s quantitative section made me realize that I needed to learn the basic geometry formulas to improve my math score by 8 points; thereby, ensuring that my goal of scoring 710 is achieved.
Good news! The DC Library has learn-a-test which allows me to study for the GRE exam. The database also has algebra and geometry practice tests which I will take full advantage of to boost my score!
There have been wonderful moments in Washington, DC. The Memorial Day Parade on Constitution Avenue was magnificent. After Monday’s festivities I vowed to attend the Fourth of July and Labor Day parades and to bring extra film to capture every moment! That experience made me want to explore the city more often and with no school this summer, the city is my oyster! This week I will go out and take in the city by attending some museums and art galleries. There is an abundance of things to do here. Why stay trapped in the basement!
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Terrific Thursdays
Viewing my student record, my professors gave me an A in music and a B- in microeconomics (which was okay but next time I take it the grade would be an A). Now I await my macro grade which is probably a B+/A-.
I only have one more day until I am officially no longer an Information Processor! I am so psyched! Within 72 hours I will be working as an Economist in Washington, DC. The landlady finally processed my check and I am ecstatic to remain within my budget. Now that’s willpower and self-control which will be applied to my next job as an economist.
I only have one more day until I am officially no longer an Information Processor! I am so psyched! Within 72 hours I will be working as an Economist in Washington, DC. The landlady finally processed my check and I am ecstatic to remain within my budget. Now that’s willpower and self-control which will be applied to my next job as an economist.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Review to Renew
Forty-five minutes ago I froze while taking my macroeconomics final. The macroeconomic model of real gdp, consumption, and private and public savings kicked my butt. After answering all of the questions, I thoroughly reviewed each problem and re-calculated the equations to verify the correct answer and changed about seven of my answers. Redrawing the models enhanced my understanding of macroeconomy. Good thing too because next week I will be doing this for real as an economist. Upon submitting my final to the professor I thanked him for providing me with the transfer payment knowledge to secure an economist job in Washington, DC. After a lengthy discussion about Social Security and transfer payments he wished me luck. His class was extremely informative regardless of whatever other classmates proclaimed about both this course and Cleveland State University! This education landed a real-world job! I was happy about my return on investment :)
All is better on the university front because the economics advisor replied that I didn’t have to take the GRE while simultaneously compiling my application. And both of my CSU recommenders would also serve as my transfer university recommenders. Now all I have to do is study for the test. Even though I am tired from two grueling days of finals, I will at least make the effort of reviewing the sample GRE exam that I downloaded off of the Internet (Hey, it’s free!)
Thursday my foci will be: tying up all loose ends; preparing to move; and studying for the Intermediate Algebra final. The professor said that I had an A going into the final and if I did well I’d receive an A. I refuse to allow logarithm to deter me from that!
All is better on the university front because the economics advisor replied that I didn’t have to take the GRE while simultaneously compiling my application. And both of my CSU recommenders would also serve as my transfer university recommenders. Now all I have to do is study for the test. Even though I am tired from two grueling days of finals, I will at least make the effort of reviewing the sample GRE exam that I downloaded off of the Internet (Hey, it’s free!)
Thursday my foci will be: tying up all loose ends; preparing to move; and studying for the Intermediate Algebra final. The professor said that I had an A going into the final and if I did well I’d receive an A. I refuse to allow logarithm to deter me from that!
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Let the Countdown Begin!
It takes effort to be happy, but it can be done. A certain outcome may seem preordained, but is that really the case? Try seeing the opportunities that are present in the situation, and you could change everything.- Horoscope
I was amazed how easy my microeconomics final was. It took me only ten minutes to answer thirty questions proof that studying, solving the study guide and writing down definitions of words that I did not understand helped me immeasurably! I feel so sure that finally I broke through and scored my first A. Afterward I picked my extra credit assignment and homework. Those points would boost my grade also. After resting, I will pick up where I left off with macro. My goal is to score an A especially since my economist job’s focus is macroeconomics. I am so psyched that it is almost over that I could hardly contain myself!
More good news: Yesterday my landlady emailed to notify me that I could move in this Sunday! That saved me $99.99 hotel fee which was reallocated towards my move. Since DC has a higher cost of living, the money would come in handy!
I was amazed how easy my microeconomics final was. It took me only ten minutes to answer thirty questions proof that studying, solving the study guide and writing down definitions of words that I did not understand helped me immeasurably! I feel so sure that finally I broke through and scored my first A. Afterward I picked my extra credit assignment and homework. Those points would boost my grade also. After resting, I will pick up where I left off with macro. My goal is to score an A especially since my economist job’s focus is macroeconomics. I am so psyched that it is almost over that I could hardly contain myself!
More good news: Yesterday my landlady emailed to notify me that I could move in this Sunday! That saved me $99.99 hotel fee which was reallocated towards my move. Since DC has a higher cost of living, the money would come in handy!
Monday, May 01, 2006
Two Weeks and Counting
In two more weeks, I will be in Washington, DC at American University; however, the financial aid progress has been moving at a snail’s pace because my aid counselor is very elusive. I have been unable to contact him since he left a voicemail last Thursday. This is crazy! One of the other counselors told me that my financial aid ward letter should be arriving this week; but, it is just too close for comfort. All I want is some stability for Chrissakes!
Tomorrow is the May primary where I will exercise my right to franchise. All I have are two more weeks!
Tomorrow is the May primary where I will exercise my right to franchise. All I have are two more weeks!
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Transform. Transcend. Advance
Transform: 1) to change the form or appearance of 2) to change the condition, character, or function. 5) in physics, to change (one form of energy) into another.
During these past two weeks I have witnessed my own personal and professional transformations right before my eyes. I have gone from a woman with a dream to being on the precipice of actually living it. Throughout this process I have transformed negativity into positivity. This has been hard because it forces me to confront some of my issues such as pride, insecurity and impatience (well, I am still working on this!) The BEA interviews help me realize the benefits of not just acknowledging but proactively changing my behavior. If I hadn’t swallowed my pride and resided in the dorm that I would had never discovered my own personal strength. It took a lot because perception used to be everything to me. More importantly I had to confront my math fears head on because I came to the point where the unknown would not suck the life of my economist dreams. Thus far I scored 85, 92 and 80 on the first three exams; and, even though I entered today’s classroom a little unsure about my performance on the fourth test, I exited feeling confident in a weird way. Somehow it all connected: variation, logarithms and exponential functions. Outlining every section in chapters 9 and 10 paid dividends because I wanted to score over 100 badly. This was my opportunity and even though I was unable to attend one class session because of the interview, I refused to squander it!
My current job has aided in my transformation because it has allowed me to become more diligent, to develop and execute a financial empowerment plan and provide the transfer payment knowledge to secure the economist position. This job has also taught me patience and how to rebound from making mistakes. My financial empowerment plan has provided an economic cushion that afforded me the interview, hotel accommodations, and airfare to live out my dream.
Presently my graduate financial aid has been approved and I have received my room assignment. Monday I will call my financial aid counselor to apply my aid to my tuition and room and board to ensure that everything is down pat by this Friday. In addition, I have worked overtime to supplement my income regarding any travel expenses such as storage and shipping. Honestly, I cannot see taking anything but clothes in my suitcase.
Transcend: 1) to go beyond the limits of; exceed 2) to be superior to; surpass; excel.
My good nature and positive energy transcend boundaries and have opened many doors which I had thought to be closed. Early last week upon learning of my ineligibility for CSU summer housing, I received a pleasant surprise that my room and board have been assigned to me. And, it is the hall with a separate bathroom! :)
As a person I want to transcend the landscape and become more positive during the process. My educational advocacy and voting rights are deeply rooted in transcension and transformation. One of my professional goals is to save the $10,000 needed to endow a scholarship; and, this provides a generous salary to accomplish this feat. In addition, I am happy to start in May because after one year, I will receive a pay increase allowing me to contribute more to this endowment.
Advance: 1) to bring or move forward. 2) to suggest. 3) to further; promote 4) to cause to happen earlier. 5) to raise the rate of (v.i) 1) to go forward. 2) to improve, progress, develop. (n) moving forward.
Continuing my MA Economics in Washington, DC is a surefire way to advance my career because my employer partnership with this university to offer an econometrics program. Earning my degree here allows me to expand my network. Today I have contacted numerous organizations where I possess membership here in Cleveland and have located upcoming events and have requested information regarding their chapters. My advancement goals are the following: 1) to excel as an Economist by completing my one-year probationary period; 2) graduate May 2007 with honors and an MA in Economics degree; 3) to expand my professional network and to publish at least two papers by graduation to boost my professional profile and command a higher salary. I believe that I possess the character traits to not just survive but thrive and succeed in Washington, DC.
During these past two weeks I have witnessed my own personal and professional transformations right before my eyes. I have gone from a woman with a dream to being on the precipice of actually living it. Throughout this process I have transformed negativity into positivity. This has been hard because it forces me to confront some of my issues such as pride, insecurity and impatience (well, I am still working on this!) The BEA interviews help me realize the benefits of not just acknowledging but proactively changing my behavior. If I hadn’t swallowed my pride and resided in the dorm that I would had never discovered my own personal strength. It took a lot because perception used to be everything to me. More importantly I had to confront my math fears head on because I came to the point where the unknown would not suck the life of my economist dreams. Thus far I scored 85, 92 and 80 on the first three exams; and, even though I entered today’s classroom a little unsure about my performance on the fourth test, I exited feeling confident in a weird way. Somehow it all connected: variation, logarithms and exponential functions. Outlining every section in chapters 9 and 10 paid dividends because I wanted to score over 100 badly. This was my opportunity and even though I was unable to attend one class session because of the interview, I refused to squander it!
My current job has aided in my transformation because it has allowed me to become more diligent, to develop and execute a financial empowerment plan and provide the transfer payment knowledge to secure the economist position. This job has also taught me patience and how to rebound from making mistakes. My financial empowerment plan has provided an economic cushion that afforded me the interview, hotel accommodations, and airfare to live out my dream.
Presently my graduate financial aid has been approved and I have received my room assignment. Monday I will call my financial aid counselor to apply my aid to my tuition and room and board to ensure that everything is down pat by this Friday. In addition, I have worked overtime to supplement my income regarding any travel expenses such as storage and shipping. Honestly, I cannot see taking anything but clothes in my suitcase.
Transcend: 1) to go beyond the limits of; exceed 2) to be superior to; surpass; excel.
My good nature and positive energy transcend boundaries and have opened many doors which I had thought to be closed. Early last week upon learning of my ineligibility for CSU summer housing, I received a pleasant surprise that my room and board have been assigned to me. And, it is the hall with a separate bathroom! :)
As a person I want to transcend the landscape and become more positive during the process. My educational advocacy and voting rights are deeply rooted in transcension and transformation. One of my professional goals is to save the $10,000 needed to endow a scholarship; and, this provides a generous salary to accomplish this feat. In addition, I am happy to start in May because after one year, I will receive a pay increase allowing me to contribute more to this endowment.
Advance: 1) to bring or move forward. 2) to suggest. 3) to further; promote 4) to cause to happen earlier. 5) to raise the rate of (v.i) 1) to go forward. 2) to improve, progress, develop. (n) moving forward.
Continuing my MA Economics in Washington, DC is a surefire way to advance my career because my employer partnership with this university to offer an econometrics program. Earning my degree here allows me to expand my network. Today I have contacted numerous organizations where I possess membership here in Cleveland and have located upcoming events and have requested information regarding their chapters. My advancement goals are the following: 1) to excel as an Economist by completing my one-year probationary period; 2) graduate May 2007 with honors and an MA in Economics degree; 3) to expand my professional network and to publish at least two papers by graduation to boost my professional profile and command a higher salary. I believe that I possess the character traits to not just survive but thrive and succeed in Washington, DC.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
The Inside Track II
Fretting over the answer won't make the other person give it to you any faster -- in fact, just the opposite might be the case. Believe it or not, their high degree of interest is what's causing the delay.
Today the federal agency’s hr enthusiastically responded about my May start date and the graduate economics department has registered me for the summer session. Okay. Then a monkey wrench was thrown in my plan: I emailed the math professor about enrolling in pre-calculus. I included that I currently resided in Cleveland; and his reply was that I must notify him on or two days in advance to take the placement exam. Hello! Cleveland to DC is 300 miles. Like I could come up with this kind of money at the drop of hat! Luckily I found another graduate economics class to obtain the requisite six hours to qualify for summer aid. However, the lack of math still presented a problem, but it would probably be resolved by enrolling in the local community college. Anything is cheaper than paying $989 per credit hour!
Also I have located the AU pre-calculus book at the Cleveland Public Library and Saturday I will withdraw it and begin preparing for the math placement exam. Trigonometry is my weak spot so I will work on it to ensure that I am successful in scoring high enough to be accepted into pre-calculus.
On a happier note, the economics professor mailed my add-on class sheet that I slipped underneath his door last Friday so today wasn’t totally wacky. A little pressure never hurts nothin’.
Today the federal agency’s hr enthusiastically responded about my May start date and the graduate economics department has registered me for the summer session. Okay. Then a monkey wrench was thrown in my plan: I emailed the math professor about enrolling in pre-calculus. I included that I currently resided in Cleveland; and his reply was that I must notify him on or two days in advance to take the placement exam. Hello! Cleveland to DC is 300 miles. Like I could come up with this kind of money at the drop of hat! Luckily I found another graduate economics class to obtain the requisite six hours to qualify for summer aid. However, the lack of math still presented a problem, but it would probably be resolved by enrolling in the local community college. Anything is cheaper than paying $989 per credit hour!
Also I have located the AU pre-calculus book at the Cleveland Public Library and Saturday I will withdraw it and begin preparing for the math placement exam. Trigonometry is my weak spot so I will work on it to ensure that I am successful in scoring high enough to be accepted into pre-calculus.
On a happier note, the economics professor mailed my add-on class sheet that I slipped underneath his door last Friday so today wasn’t totally wacky. A little pressure never hurts nothin’.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Arrival
No matter how much you may want to tie this loose end up into a fancy bow, it just won't do it. Write this one off and move onto the next project. The lessons you learned here will bring you success later.-Horoscope
I have decided not to go to microeconomics tonight because my energy is zapped and that course requires my full attention and nerves; and, since I have neither the nerves nor the stamina, I refuse to sit through two hours’ worth of rants! This decision is mutual exclusive of receiving good news of the Economist job offer. Besides I have family to notify and I can devote myself to resting and relaxing since Saturday’s jetlag has yet to wear off completely.
Right now I am implementing an exit strategy which is to exude professionalism at both work and school because my exit is just as important as my entrance. My academic goal is still to achieve a 4.0 grade point average in all classes. Professionally, I will still clear all cases.
Later tonight I will begin discarding what I do not want to take with me. My goal is to get rid of everything from the winter since DC is a warmer climate and I will be building my wardrobe (and emergency fund, too!)
I have decided not to go to microeconomics tonight because my energy is zapped and that course requires my full attention and nerves; and, since I have neither the nerves nor the stamina, I refuse to sit through two hours’ worth of rants! This decision is mutual exclusive of receiving good news of the Economist job offer. Besides I have family to notify and I can devote myself to resting and relaxing since Saturday’s jetlag has yet to wear off completely.
Right now I am implementing an exit strategy which is to exude professionalism at both work and school because my exit is just as important as my entrance. My academic goal is still to achieve a 4.0 grade point average in all classes. Professionally, I will still clear all cases.
Later tonight I will begin discarding what I do not want to take with me. My goal is to get rid of everything from the winter since DC is a warmer climate and I will be building my wardrobe (and emergency fund, too!)
Monday, April 17, 2006
Sticky Situations
I am go glad to share the ups and downs of my Easter weekend today on this Easter Monday!
My economist went well. It afforded me the opportunity to seriously advance my career. Leaving the office last Thursday at 3:00pm allowed me to catch the earlier 5:15pm flight instead of the scheduled 6:45pm one which was great for me because by 8:02pm, my original arrival time it was pitch black. My hotel room was magnificent but extremely small. My dorm room was twice its size and more than half its cost (however, I mustn’t be picky because it was located in downtown Washington, DC, one block from the interviewing site so that was an added bonus.) As I settled in and ordered room service for the first and last time because it cost $23.00 (I mean I have money but dang!), I watched as my Cleveland Cavaliers defeated the New York Knicks! And prepared for Friday’s interview.
As I awoke nervous but overcome with anticipation I continued to summarize the information the interviewers sent me via email. I asked the front desk attendant for directions to my interview then proceeded one block down that street where I signed in received a visitor badge and the primary interviewer met and escorted me to his office where he outlined my schedule: five interviews with five different divisions within the agency. Initially I thought that this agency was different but not diverse; however, by the second round my opinion changed dramatically (who knew that this federal agency had a public information office and talked to the press!). The third interviewer mentioned in the beginning our email exchange which boost my confidence level and increased my comfort level. The added bonus occurred when I asked questions related to the material, she was surprised that I actually paid attention (The fifth interviewer repeated this sentiment much to my delight! :) After which she walked me to my fourth interview which was my personal favorite because the program manager was so energetic (especially about George Mason’s Final Four run!) that if hired, his division would be one of my top choices. I could really envision myself working under him.
After a nasty lunch at Thomas Circle, though the service was good so I did tip the servant, I returned for what I though would be my interview; however, after my fifth interview with the regional division (with the economist would supplied an abundance of hr information as well as information about the agency and American University. I am extremely grateful!), I met with his boss, the chief who discussed national income accounting. Immediately the flood damage reduction paper that I had written for the cancelled Regional Economist interview popped into my head, and I affirmed that I not only knew about the 1993 Systems of National Accounts but my graduate economic program taught it (I received major brownie points for this response!) He later discussed area graduate economic programs that would enhance my understanding of econometric and statistics. Lucky me some of those programs are at American University! Then out of the blue, my primary interviewer came and informed me that because of my interviewing performance and transfer payment knowledge on my job (I did not compute entering welfare and public assistance data with Cuyahoga County as a transferable skill to be used with this agency; but, then I realized that Medicare is a transfer payment and thereby, qualified me for this economist position) with him, he thought that another interview with a member of his staff would be a great fit for me (I nearly fell out because his assertion sounded as if I had the job. Though I heard this statement made to me either directly or indirectly during past interviewers, when the chief economist proclaimed it, by golly, you had the job! :). Of course I discussed with him my qualifications and the possibility of working in that division. As this interview concluded I headed back to my hotel room with a spring in my step! All of the sacrifices, trials and tribulations had been washed away, because I felt with the fullest conviction that I scored the Economist job!
Realizing that it was late afternoon and that American University was still open while in my room, I immediately called the graduate economics department to complete some additional paperwork because this will be the only time that I could meet with people face to face. This is an opportunity which must be seized. Taking the blue line to Metro Center then transferring to the Red Line going to Shady Grove, I made my way to AU-Tenleytown where I caught the shuttle to the university and made my way to Roper Hall. Yes, I got lost but hey I still made it only to be met with a lowly student worker who snapped at me because there wasn’t any air condition (not my problem!). Still I made my way up to Professor Park’s door to write him a letter about signing my add-on slip and attached my stamp (I apologized for not envelope, my decision was so spur of the moment. At least I paid postage.) and letter then slid them underneath the door. Returning on the AU campus shuttle to the red line stop, I traveled to Dupont Circle to Chipotle (my favorite DC eatery from my Washington Center internship days. Eating the burritos made me feel nostalgic) and returned home where I showered, relaxed, wrote thank you letters and repacked for Saturday’s flight.
Saturday I slept in a little then proceeded to Kinko’s to type the letters. But, the room service bill, arrived first with a $15 charge attached to my original charge. Immediately I went to the front desk where I contested the charge. The attendant opened the room charges and upon seeing the error corrected it. Later I walked to the Kinko’s. In two hours, my $15 budget hemorrhaged to $37 (without stamps). At least the customer service representative provided real customer service as she helped me pry my disk from the A drive. Afterward, I walked to the Martin Luther King, Jr. post office which had plexi-glass everywhere (as a Cleveland resident I was not used to this. Even the ghetto post office did not have plexi-glass!). I bought ten stamps and one envelope to my add-on interview and dropped them off into the bin. After this I wrote a letter to myself on the hotel stationery and mailed it to myself then walked to McPherson Square where I caught the blue line to Reagan National Airport to board my Washington DC-Cleveland flight.
The flight attendant was happy and resource. My trip was dream until the cab driver ripped me off by taking me to the East 9th exit instead of the East 22nd and demanded full payment. I electronically filed my complaint on the airport’s customer service website. Then Easter Sunday, the front desk attendant was reading my paper, filled out the crossword puzzle and farmed out my sports section to the cook by lying to him about whose paper it really was (Why of all days, Easter Sunday!). To make matters worse, I had to walk up ten flights of stairs because the elevators were out. Rats! (But I am proud of the fact that I didn’t curse on Easter Sunday!)
With a weekend like that I was delighted to start my Monday off to a fresh start. The elevator that did work had me stuck on the second floor forcing me to walk down a flight. Then I complained about my paper and the ghetto bitch responded with (Are you sure it was yours? Well, it ain’t yours bitch!). I almost cursed her out but I calmly gave my name to the full-time employee who said that his supervisor would be notified. While at work the team lead taught us how to do a new clearing method (That was another curve thrown at me when all I wanted to do was do my same-ole work! No drama! That made me count the days until I was out of here!) However, calling American University provided a welcomed respite from this because the financial aid and graduate economic staff helped me immeasurably by giving me my AU identification number and registering me for the summer session. Arriving back at the dorm, the elevators were still out but I refused to walk up ten flights so I waited until one came.
Macroeconomics was the only bright spot today because I had rightly calculated that he would teach us chapter 9. Then at the end of class he mentioned our take home second midterm which threw me for a loop but at least I read the material. Now all I had to do was complete the study guide material by Wednesday which could be done. With all of the drama behind me, I am looking forward to Tuesday.
My economist went well. It afforded me the opportunity to seriously advance my career. Leaving the office last Thursday at 3:00pm allowed me to catch the earlier 5:15pm flight instead of the scheduled 6:45pm one which was great for me because by 8:02pm, my original arrival time it was pitch black. My hotel room was magnificent but extremely small. My dorm room was twice its size and more than half its cost (however, I mustn’t be picky because it was located in downtown Washington, DC, one block from the interviewing site so that was an added bonus.) As I settled in and ordered room service for the first and last time because it cost $23.00 (I mean I have money but dang!), I watched as my Cleveland Cavaliers defeated the New York Knicks! And prepared for Friday’s interview.
As I awoke nervous but overcome with anticipation I continued to summarize the information the interviewers sent me via email. I asked the front desk attendant for directions to my interview then proceeded one block down that street where I signed in received a visitor badge and the primary interviewer met and escorted me to his office where he outlined my schedule: five interviews with five different divisions within the agency. Initially I thought that this agency was different but not diverse; however, by the second round my opinion changed dramatically (who knew that this federal agency had a public information office and talked to the press!). The third interviewer mentioned in the beginning our email exchange which boost my confidence level and increased my comfort level. The added bonus occurred when I asked questions related to the material, she was surprised that I actually paid attention (The fifth interviewer repeated this sentiment much to my delight! :) After which she walked me to my fourth interview which was my personal favorite because the program manager was so energetic (especially about George Mason’s Final Four run!) that if hired, his division would be one of my top choices. I could really envision myself working under him.
After a nasty lunch at Thomas Circle, though the service was good so I did tip the servant, I returned for what I though would be my interview; however, after my fifth interview with the regional division (with the economist would supplied an abundance of hr information as well as information about the agency and American University. I am extremely grateful!), I met with his boss, the chief who discussed national income accounting. Immediately the flood damage reduction paper that I had written for the cancelled Regional Economist interview popped into my head, and I affirmed that I not only knew about the 1993 Systems of National Accounts but my graduate economic program taught it (I received major brownie points for this response!) He later discussed area graduate economic programs that would enhance my understanding of econometric and statistics. Lucky me some of those programs are at American University! Then out of the blue, my primary interviewer came and informed me that because of my interviewing performance and transfer payment knowledge on my job (I did not compute entering welfare and public assistance data with Cuyahoga County as a transferable skill to be used with this agency; but, then I realized that Medicare is a transfer payment and thereby, qualified me for this economist position) with him, he thought that another interview with a member of his staff would be a great fit for me (I nearly fell out because his assertion sounded as if I had the job. Though I heard this statement made to me either directly or indirectly during past interviewers, when the chief economist proclaimed it, by golly, you had the job! :). Of course I discussed with him my qualifications and the possibility of working in that division. As this interview concluded I headed back to my hotel room with a spring in my step! All of the sacrifices, trials and tribulations had been washed away, because I felt with the fullest conviction that I scored the Economist job!
Realizing that it was late afternoon and that American University was still open while in my room, I immediately called the graduate economics department to complete some additional paperwork because this will be the only time that I could meet with people face to face. This is an opportunity which must be seized. Taking the blue line to Metro Center then transferring to the Red Line going to Shady Grove, I made my way to AU-Tenleytown where I caught the shuttle to the university and made my way to Roper Hall. Yes, I got lost but hey I still made it only to be met with a lowly student worker who snapped at me because there wasn’t any air condition (not my problem!). Still I made my way up to Professor Park’s door to write him a letter about signing my add-on slip and attached my stamp (I apologized for not envelope, my decision was so spur of the moment. At least I paid postage.) and letter then slid them underneath the door. Returning on the AU campus shuttle to the red line stop, I traveled to Dupont Circle to Chipotle (my favorite DC eatery from my Washington Center internship days. Eating the burritos made me feel nostalgic) and returned home where I showered, relaxed, wrote thank you letters and repacked for Saturday’s flight.
Saturday I slept in a little then proceeded to Kinko’s to type the letters. But, the room service bill, arrived first with a $15 charge attached to my original charge. Immediately I went to the front desk where I contested the charge. The attendant opened the room charges and upon seeing the error corrected it. Later I walked to the Kinko’s. In two hours, my $15 budget hemorrhaged to $37 (without stamps). At least the customer service representative provided real customer service as she helped me pry my disk from the A drive. Afterward, I walked to the Martin Luther King, Jr. post office which had plexi-glass everywhere (as a Cleveland resident I was not used to this. Even the ghetto post office did not have plexi-glass!). I bought ten stamps and one envelope to my add-on interview and dropped them off into the bin. After this I wrote a letter to myself on the hotel stationery and mailed it to myself then walked to McPherson Square where I caught the blue line to Reagan National Airport to board my Washington DC-Cleveland flight.
The flight attendant was happy and resource. My trip was dream until the cab driver ripped me off by taking me to the East 9th exit instead of the East 22nd and demanded full payment. I electronically filed my complaint on the airport’s customer service website. Then Easter Sunday, the front desk attendant was reading my paper, filled out the crossword puzzle and farmed out my sports section to the cook by lying to him about whose paper it really was (Why of all days, Easter Sunday!). To make matters worse, I had to walk up ten flights of stairs because the elevators were out. Rats! (But I am proud of the fact that I didn’t curse on Easter Sunday!)
With a weekend like that I was delighted to start my Monday off to a fresh start. The elevator that did work had me stuck on the second floor forcing me to walk down a flight. Then I complained about my paper and the ghetto bitch responded with (Are you sure it was yours? Well, it ain’t yours bitch!). I almost cursed her out but I calmly gave my name to the full-time employee who said that his supervisor would be notified. While at work the team lead taught us how to do a new clearing method (That was another curve thrown at me when all I wanted to do was do my same-ole work! No drama! That made me count the days until I was out of here!) However, calling American University provided a welcomed respite from this because the financial aid and graduate economic staff helped me immeasurably by giving me my AU identification number and registering me for the summer session. Arriving back at the dorm, the elevators were still out but I refused to walk up ten flights so I waited until one came.
Macroeconomics was the only bright spot today because I had rightly calculated that he would teach us chapter 9. Then at the end of class he mentioned our take home second midterm which threw me for a loop but at least I read the material. Now all I had to do was complete the study guide material by Wednesday which could be done. With all of the drama behind me, I am looking forward to Tuesday.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
The Day Before
You can learn a lot by employing a strategic silence, so bite down on any urges to blurt out what it is you know. You're not being manipulative -- you're simply playing your cards very close to your chest.-Today's Horoscope
Tonight is the day before I fly to Washington, DC to interview for the BEA Economist position. I am so psyched about receiving five interviews from everyone throughout the agency and the courteousness of every individual involved in the process. I believe that this time will be the charm and I will become an Economist because I no longer fear failure. I documented my feelings in a scholarship essay. This exercise made me reexamine myself and how I have grown and matured in just four short months. Prior to enrolling the math class and working for the county, I feared the unknown; however, I come to embrace it and look forward to every opportunity that comes my way.
Tonight is the day before I fly to Washington, DC to interview for the BEA Economist position. I am so psyched about receiving five interviews from everyone throughout the agency and the courteousness of every individual involved in the process. I believe that this time will be the charm and I will become an Economist because I no longer fear failure. I documented my feelings in a scholarship essay. This exercise made me reexamine myself and how I have grown and matured in just four short months. Prior to enrolling the math class and working for the county, I feared the unknown; however, I come to embrace it and look forward to every opportunity that comes my way.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Finding My Voice
As I walked through the door of my voice lesson, the professor demanded that I sing in the key of C. Though I hesitated, I delivered (I practiced yesterday for fifteen minutes. I will practice more especially since next week I will be in Washington, DC!). His excitement that I correctly sung the note meant a lot to me. This class provided me with a much-needed release from one math and two economics classes that have been frying my brain. Finding my Voice is important to discovering who I am.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Stand for Something
Prior to my microeconomics midterm I participated in a Voting Rights symposium where I met my aunt at the local community college. Voting rights is important to me and the event mentally preoccupied me throughout the day even though I knew that the test was later this evening. During my second break, I just decided to “Let and let God!” not because of inadequate preparation but because preserving my franchise was just as important!
I was elated that I delegated some of responsibilities because the economics midterm was easier than expected. The majority of the questions derived from the study guide! Therefore, I knew that my score would be higher than 17; however, if this format indicated anything it was that I needed to devote more time and energy towards fleshing out my notes immediately after class. Doing this during my study sessions helped me immensely because it allowed me to connect the ideas. After submitting my test, I asked the professor about any upcoming material. He mentioned that chapter 13 Monopoly would be next. Great! This provided another opportunity to reach my goal of scoring 27 on the final exam.
Many of the microeconomic lectures tied in with my macroeconomics lessons especially total product curves. Right after posting this blog entry and watching Living It Up with Patti LaBelle, I will begin reading macro chapter 7 and 8 to increase my 3.99 to a 4.00 (If I correctly answered just one more question, I would had achieved a perfect score!). Speaking of macroeconomics, yesterday we discussed the Solow residual model. The technology variable in particular interested me because I wanted to manipulate the equation further; however, the professor told me that for now just focus on the basics. Well, anyway. With my newly-minted AEA Journal in my bag, I researched the residual on the Internet because understanding the information is key towards real education.
I was elated that I delegated some of responsibilities because the economics midterm was easier than expected. The majority of the questions derived from the study guide! Therefore, I knew that my score would be higher than 17; however, if this format indicated anything it was that I needed to devote more time and energy towards fleshing out my notes immediately after class. Doing this during my study sessions helped me immensely because it allowed me to connect the ideas. After submitting my test, I asked the professor about any upcoming material. He mentioned that chapter 13 Monopoly would be next. Great! This provided another opportunity to reach my goal of scoring 27 on the final exam.
Many of the microeconomic lectures tied in with my macroeconomics lessons especially total product curves. Right after posting this blog entry and watching Living It Up with Patti LaBelle, I will begin reading macro chapter 7 and 8 to increase my 3.99 to a 4.00 (If I correctly answered just one more question, I would had achieved a perfect score!). Speaking of macroeconomics, yesterday we discussed the Solow residual model. The technology variable in particular interested me because I wanted to manipulate the equation further; however, the professor told me that for now just focus on the basics. Well, anyway. With my newly-minted AEA Journal in my bag, I researched the residual on the Internet because understanding the information is key towards real education.
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